always wondering you know where the next dollar was going to come from uh although i gotta tell you my mother was

you know I just got so caught up in it and one one night I was complaining to my mother or mouth about

it looks like what we thought and %HESITATION you know only god knows to be getting from and maybe you're so four

so that I was you know my son what from the mall

it looks like what we thought and to you know only god knows the beginning from and maybe your son and

years old that i was going to be a missionary and that was my dream until i was thirteen nnnnn

and friends there and love all of our friends were there I know both of our parents were there so

a book so the kitchen table my mother was a bench and put the book down to eat your food I was always read and

there I was thinking that I was yes hotshot neurosurgeon I didn't think I was pretty good I go to I

where you know my mother was very very concerned about my lack of performance my brother was doing where

I decided when I was eight years old that I was going to be a missionary and that was my dream until I was thirteen nnj

q. that was just there in i don't see it so terrible feeling when you don't feel you're going to learn anything and

no i just got so caught up in it and one when night i was complaining to my mother for more about

General in America when you were there for five years back you know three to away to the purse to Spanish Solicitor General in Texas you've

special gibsontown so i stopped and i said one of my special gifts and talents and i started analyzing my life and i realize that

there i was thinking that i was this hot shot neurosurgeon i didn't think i was pretty good i gotta tell you i